5 Minutes Alone

I'll never be what you want me to be.
I'll never see what you want me to see.
I'll never lose what you've taken from me,
but I'll never kill what you tried to set free.

I'll never hate what your words have dismissed.
I'll never let you take control of my fist.
I'll never stop 'cause I can't take the thrill,
but I'll never be the one you finally kill.

I'll never stifle who you've tried to provide.
I'll never show the tears I've held inside.
I'll never crawl over your one divide,
but I'll never choose your darker side.

I'll never stop being broken for you.
I'll never stop begging lies to be true.
I'll never cease bringing this on myself,
but I'll never die reaching for wealth.